I am tired. I need a shower and a nap and direction in my life.
and i want to really believe that "in my efforts to be more chirst-like i embracce the fact that jesus would not want to punch a volunteer in the face"(my roommate, brenna, actually blogged a little more about this).
i want to be the kind of person that embraces mystery. i want to say that i trust God so much that i am not worried about tomorrow. and i want all of that to be true.
today, at this moment, i'm struggling to really hear God. because i SO badly want to please him. to love him for loving me...but i don't hear him. and long trying days make it hard to see where he just was....
pray for me. pray for the gulf. pray that as we all seek to hear God, to work where he is, that we would find him. and that all the things we desire to be true about us, would be true.
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i always am praying for you lin, and all the people that you will caome into contact with. Remember somtime you have to be a little mean and hurt people is needed anyways thats what i think. it even makes you feel good. haha i crack my self up! No one said it would be easy.
ReplyDeletegosh i wish i would have check over that one oops.
ReplyDeleteI love you. I know you will find your way.
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